Lacrime Oscure *the Parìs Portraitist and Fashion Stylist*

"Tutto nella mia tragedia è stato orribile, mediocre, repellente, senza stile. Il nostro stesso abito ci rende grotteschi. Noi siamo i pagliacci del dolore. Siamo i clown dal cuore spezzato."

Oscar Wilde

Personality

I think to define my self as a "Paris Artist", because i love portraying, drawing and painting. I'm the execelent hypochondriac, paranoid, crazy, very sensible, romantic, dreamer, shy, sweet, affectionate, reserved, comprehensive, complex, solitary. A confidential nature apparently mysterious. A very deep personality, artistically sensitive, romantic and poetic. In certain occasions, insecure of my self. I've got a dual personality in contrast such as Van Gogh, one of my favourite painters. I'm particularly sensitive and very expressive and i try to create an unique and inimitable figure of my self. Original and complex in my interior and exterior lifestyle. I love being with the loved one, and living in my world of tales, losing thoughts into my mind, in contemplation of my dreams.

Interests

I like every expression of Art in general (in particular figurative and traditional arts such as portraits, imaginary drawings and paintings), classic music, enlgish and italian literature, history of art, poetry, philosofy. The Romantic period of art (Sturm und Drag), and impressionist/post impressionist/expressionist/dada/surrealist styles. Medieval time, the XVIII and XIX century, illumism/new classicism and romantic periods, belle epoque, art noveau. Fashion world, hobbies as pubblic graphics, speaking english and more.

The Paris Artist

I want to specify that i'm in a particoular state of experimentation studies and i'm starting to ask me what is the very deep essence of the meaning of Art. I'll need these studies for built piece after piece my symbolic art, wich will contains important contexts such as literature and philosophy. For now, i allow my myself to try every styles that were present in the past and every tendency presents today. I think that the real beauty of Art consists on its symbolic expression, where the esthetic element loses importance, this is my conception of painting. From my part, i condemn every type of hypothetical "arts" that don't have any symbolic components that should reflect us and move us from the rationality of reality; because only Art, literature and philosophy have the essential elements to express our irrationality inside mind.

Music

I really love classic music: Wolfgang "Amadeus" Mozart first of all (since when i was only 13), Chopin, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Edvin marton. Also Medieval and symphonic melodies wich help me to draw. I listen to a different kinds of music: Marilyn Manson , Deasonika, Placebo, Evanescence, The cure, Rammstein, Alice cooper, In flames, Metallica, Daft Punk, Tristania, Anorexia Nervosa, Xandria, Sentenced, Epica, Sirenia, Avrigus, and others (my principal music). But i'm starting listen to House and Tecno music yet; as David Guetta, Fedde le Grande, etc (new entry).

Books

The picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, The letters of Van Gogh and Paul Gauguin, Mistero nella cattedrale by Suzanne Barclay, Guerrino il meschino by Mino Milani, Lo scudo di Talos by Valerio Massimo Manfredi, Maria Teresa by Edgara Ferri, Giovanna d'Arco by Franco Cardini, Il linguaggio dei sogni by Stefano de Camillis, and more.

Films

I like very much film about MEDIEVAL times and fatasy. Tristan and isolde, Robin Hood, King Arthur, AMADEUS, Lo svarione degli anelli, The Crow, Moulin Rouge, The corpse bride, The nightmare before christmas, Sleepy Hollow, Edward shissorhands, Van helsing, Bram stocker's dracula, Interview with the vampire, The others, Romeo+Giulietta, Anastasia, Pulp fiction, Interstate 60, Howl's moving castle , la trilogia della Maledizione della prima luna, The lords of the ring, Blow, Paura e delirio a las vegas, Wasabi, Costantine, The patriot, Barry Lindon, Giovanna d'Arco, Il conte di montecristo, Jane Eyre, La leggenda del pianista sull'oceano, The segret garden, Frankenstein, The little princess, Seven, Il soldato Ryan, Pomodori verdi e fritti alla fermata del tram, America history X, Brian di Nazareth.

Cults

Wolfgang "Amadeus" Mozart, Frederic Chopin, Oscar Wilde, Giacomo Leopardi, John Keats, Giovanni Pascoli, Arthur Schopenhauer, Elisabetta Eugenia Amalia di Wittelsbach (Sissi), Anastasia Nikolaevna Romanova, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Friedrich Nietzsche, Cristina Trivulzio Belgiojoso, William Turner, Willian Blake, Charles Dikens, Giuseppe Ungaretti, John Constable, Edouard Manet, Claude Monet, Edgar Degas, Pierre Auguste Renoir, Antonio Canova, Francesco Hayez, Van Gogh, Edvard Munch, Toulouse Lautrec, Gustave Calleibotte, Giuseppe Ungaretti, Eugenio Montale, William Turner, Francisco Goya, Paul Gauguin, Pablo Picasso, Paul Cezanne, Vasilij Vasil'evič Kandinskij, William Shakespeare, Borromini, Botticelli, Caravaggio, Leonardo da Vinci, Michelangelo Buonarroti, Marilyn Monroe, Brandon Lee.

sabato, 15 aprile 2006

in ┼miei pensieri e poesie┼

Ombra

L'oscurità penetrò nei miei occhi
Privandoli della luce della vita
Abbandonata nell'oblio
E lacrime di ghiaccio sgorgavano
Avvolgendo in un gelido abbraccio le mie membra.
E mentre il mio cuore sanguinava
Brividi di dolore sfioravano la mia pelle
In memoria di te.

Ombra del mio passato
Nelle mie notti e nei miei giorni
Tu cerchi invano la mia presenza.
Liberi dal sonno eterno
I tuoi occhi cercano i miei
Ma il tuo tempo ha finito di vivere per la mia anima.

Ombra del mio dolore
Annegavi nella sofferenza la mia anima

Ma il tuo veleno si è dissolto nelle orme del mio passato
Il tempo ha alleviato le mie ferite
Il tuo sorriso che tradì il mio cuore.

Ombra di un amore perduto
Vaghi ora senza meta
Ma il destino è stato segnato
La mia anima ha trovato la luce
Sei l'ombra del mio passato
Non potrai più nutrire il mio cuore del tuo veleno
Da solo, ti sissoleverai nell'oscurità delle tenebre.

lacrimeoscure at 02:10
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